User:SleepyMode/Apologize

Start with the simple
I am sorry, I am honestly sorry with all my heart for letting you all down so easily, I also just left slowly to run away from my problems, that was wrong because after all I should accept the fate and the consequences for my actions, I have been acting very rude to all Miraheze members and at some point I've decided its too much and just ran away.

How it all began
Miraheze was still quite new at the time that I joined, but it has achieved enough time and experience to be organized and know how things work, I badly wanted to be a part of it, help around, and so I did, I joined Miraheze. A little bit later the main thing happened, I got my wiki creator rights and tried to be as active as possible, althought at some point I just felt it is impossible, and gave up a little bit, Started to be rude and annoying due to stress and disappointment, I managed to find my happy place in something unrelated to Miraheze, and I was very sorry for it too, because it meant no more Miraheze, And today I am slowly coming back, as my happy place seems to be just fake, fading black slowly and showing it's real face, I think I made a huge mistake with my actions and attitude towards all of you, I never was more sorry than that.

I know the damage that I made
I know what I've done to other people, I know that those are real people and not some sort of AI's, or something I just don't give a damn about, that's life of other people, and I am truly unable to undo my actions, turn the wheel back, that's impossible. I hope my further actions towards you will be better, I have no other words, honestly.

I want you to tell me what you think too
Instead of just apologizing, I would like to hear feedback, What made you feel bad, I truly want to change my behavior, please post in The related discussion page and give me some sort of way, knowing how to change my attitude, my behavior, and maybe there won't be need in turning the wheel back.

Peace out, SleepyMode (talk) 08:12, 4 June 2016 (UTC)